Random Life Update

Well I have been wanted to share how I feel lately in my new life…..There is many happy things and also a few unhappy ones that came along…. So this gonna be a long wordy post where I might just talk crap and you can totally ignore this post….

p/s: All of what I write here are just what I feel and not meant to offend anyone and it’s just how I feel about life and things…

So let’s begin with some of the happier things… We got married and we had an amazing time at our weddings…. I am really glad that everything went well only a minor hicups here and there but I am happy that in overall I had any amazing and beautiful wedding as hicups which tends to happens in all wedding…  I feel so much relaxed now that I do not need to stress over wedding planning anymore… and receiving thousands of compliments on my wedding decors and setup really makes me feel so proud as I do almost everything by myself…..

and now that wedding is finally over, I have more time for home decor and furnishing…been shopping around for new decor items and also looking for more inspiration over the internet….I kinda hate malaysia weather because we need fan and fan actually make lighting arrangement very hard….like I can’t have middle lighting so chandelier type lighting is out of the question….

at work I feel things is slowly getting better…well I can’t tell you in details here but in summary I feel better at work now…

Oh and we also setup our coffee machine and now we are learning milk frothing…It was pretty fun to learn and I have screw up about 5 cup maybe? LOL.. I can’t wait to make my first latte art really..

Alright moving on…. After my wedding I realize who are really my true friend and who are those friend with benefit….. I see so many things through my whole wedding process… I see selfishness, people who just don’t care about whether your wedding will screw up…. I see jealousy, people comparing how good their wedding is compared to mine…. well I get it yours is 10x better are you happier now? I see greediness and many more….

and I don’t understand what is wrong of not having kids?? Some people is saying what a pity for not having kids…what is it to pity about? Not everyone like taking care of kids ok? and not everyone love life with kids…I have many friend who does not have any kids and they are still happy together…. I don’t understand why people just can’t respect people decision for not having kids…..

and I don’t get what with so many rules and traditions…the people involve don’t even mind but the not related people were complaining and judging it? for god sake it’s kinda non of your business….gah….

alright I think I rant enough…I am going to put a stop here…this post was meant to be a random update of what happening and serve as a record for myself….signing off now…